i am not a figure of relevance to any of you all. I'm am not a world changer, yet. I am no fire starter, so far. i am aspiring; a very uncomfortable postion for anyone with somethin' to say or a point to prove. Every night I wake up with optimism that someone, somehow has contacted me with over due praises or my golden ticket to success is on hold at the Will Call booth. I never get that message; very seldom do i get any worthy messages. As disappointing as it is, this state of almost is and really want to be is motivational. To aspire, for me, is inspiring; because all the failed attemps of making it push my spirit to try harder. Pressure only bust pipes or makes diamonds ... or a Diamond Life.