quick post in the mist of change.

things in life never cease to surprise / impress. like a fuckin' beautiful nightmare i'm living the college life of Thursday night parties, tattoos, peircngs, homework, and a shit load of new names and faces to match. i'm taking it as slow as this life will let me...just living with a general outline 'stead a plan with the inevitablity to fail and allowing myself to live all the while. i am though excited to see how this next couple of weeks plays out with this new sense of calm and clarity in toe...trying to do my PR thing. focused on success. smiling all my days. laughing my lul ass off. and strike mean ass poses just to keep all the cool cats hoppin' ... lol. : p

inhale , then sweat it out.


"they try to censor the influenza, just makes me sicka. influenza, yeah. i abide by their censorship, soon as they ride i'm back on my nigga shit." -Lupe Fiasco

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Hellz on Earth

i am huge fan of the label, Hellz Bellz and there Fall 2009 collection is NO disappointment.
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and the best part of it all is that the collection was shot by one of my favorite photog's. Brooke Nipar @ www.brookenipar.com

Cut the Shit.

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so, i had a feeling ... and before i could shake it, i grabbed my sewing scissors and began chopping away at my hair. i was scared, but i couldn't allow myself to stop. i had a feeling that that night would be a good night and that life's gonna be a good life ... so i'm going with my feelings.


other thoughts, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!

i love you !!!

and i have UAB orientation in 2 days ... wish me luck! sadly, that's about it for me tonight ... ily world.

the ComeBack ...

video?

mad low budget feel.

trina?

gave face!

New Muse of Mine.


Her name is Ubah Hassan. She's Solmalian! Now, at 21, she is the face of Ralph Lauren’s s/s 09 campaign. She has also walked the runway for Ralph Lauren, Oscar de la Renta and Betsey Johnson, and been photographed by Steven Meisel and Bruce Weber for Italian Vogue. She lives in New York, beautiful!









pis via: www.nymag.com

Adult Hood ...

so, i just realized i'm grown. this blows, the whole responsibility thing. i'm not loving it, actually havin' to exisit by this worlds bullshit standards of living; ie. vieing for money. i hate money, more important, i hate havin' to make it. i wish i could sit in my house with TiVo, my laptop, oddles of noodles, weed, and my telephone like i do now, only forever. i guess i gotta comprimise a bit and straighten up; losing the weed and maybe TiVo. that is only until i have enough money to chill and soley create. still, in between time, this shit BLOWS! fuck you ADULTHOOD.


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Must See

Dead Prez "Summertime"

i live for these colors! Dead Prez inspires me with there consious vibes and chill style.

Wale's Family Affair

so moving. in tears over here.

Bob Dylan

it happened fast, but i understand. fully. in the words of Issac Mizrah " listen up, kids."

iNSPiRE ME ii BE A HiGHER ME // real life edition.

Usually my inspiration comes from a form of Fine Arts, from Fashion to Music, but today; a day filled with tears, rain, sweat, and dissappointment; my inspiration has come from a conversation. What was that conversation about? Well, nothing much. How you been? What are you doing? Who was this conversation with? My cousin, Bobby. I'm not close with him. I haven't spoken with him in a long time. Still, this conversation meant the world to me ... that someone cared ... that he called me without reason or real purpose, other than to say Wat's Up!? I love him for it. You never know how much pickin' up the phone and sayin' Hey could do ...

also inspiring me ...

http://www.todddouglasphoto.com/ - an amazing photographer from down here ( ie.Mobile, AL )


this model i found via Amber Rose's Twitter ... who no one seems to know ...


My FrontLine Entertainment PhotoShoot, which I'll preveiw below ...
















&& http://www.gems-girls.org/
a very great cause that I am now campaining for ... GEMS. Girls Education and Mentoring Services! It's for ex prostitutes rehibilition.
I learned of it from this documentry ... Very Young Girls. check it out HERE ... it shows a very different side of the life.


I really like his political stand point and the comedic twist that he puts on this ever growing mockary we call government!


Ya' Know :

emotions aside, no matter why or if it is sensable, I FEEL BETTER ... ya know, I FEEL GOOD !!! Hey ... ! I knew i would ... lls.

reunited, and it feels so good.

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havin' gone 3 almost unbearable days without my love, J.C. Didit, we were reunited ... boy did it feel good and so super fun. We caught an interestin' exhibit at Mobile's only modern art museum, sat // danced // laughed // took mad pictures at the park, meet a couple cool people, watched Bruno at some sweet little theatre' which is btw a very graphic and edgy [majorly gay] flick i liked but repulsed my boyfriend, showed face and swag surfed at the bowlin' alley, stuffed our pie hole's at the yummy Buffalo Wild Wings, and semi-enjoyed a prank call or two. It truly was a good day. I happen to capture a couple of moments, but after Bruno i was thrown off my photog game ... lol.
* note: Sacha Baron is a fearless comedian! today i conquered my fear of rejection in my craft. i asked these random people for pictures and with a smile, they all gladly agreed; in turn producing some really sick shots. i love it! XOXO


love, in all it's glory ...


blockin' the sun ...



sweet hearted


politics as usual ...


puff girl ...

shy skies ...



no room to comment

i think i love her ...



takes one to know one ...






his super stars



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the epitome of me ...



in conclusion, life is good. the end ... no, never.